well it's been a while since I've blogged and my mind is a little foggy. All i can remember is that on a recent call with princess she started training me, by associating tributing to the pleasurable feelings i feel while on a call with her.
Try as hard as I may, I can't get it out of my head now and she has taken full advantage. nearly 2k last week alone.
Tonite is another call, after 600 tribute to her and 200 to a friend of hers, I'm amazed that she has me doing this... but also am doing this totally under my own free will. i get off on the release of power, she gets off on getting it.
more later
Monday, December 18, 2006
Monday, December 4, 2006
An interesting and rewarding week
It never ceases to amaze me how easily I fall pray to Dakota. Last week started off like any other week... Monday came and tributes were casually mentioned. I agreed to take care of a portion on monday (I enjoy doing it in 2 portions because dragging it out, keeps me on my toes and lets me experience the rush of the tribute just a bit longer)
By rewarding, i mean... rewarding for Dakota
i really don't know how it all started... Innocently enough Dakota began chatting and I didn't think i was saying anything that would allude to me tributing more. None-the-less Dakota decided that it was time to MILK me like She never has... you see i made the mistake of letting her know how submissive i was feeling and that i couldn't say no. By Thursday i had purchased over $2,600 worth of gifts. and then... she decided that we should make it an even $3,000.
By the weekend i was consumed with the thoughts of Dakota and how much i enjoyed pleasing her. It was a bit comforting however, knowing that the week was over, and that most likely tributes would be a little more leanient for the next little bit.... but somehow, today, i'm sensing that this has only poured gasoline on the fire.
more soon
By rewarding, i mean... rewarding for Dakota
i really don't know how it all started... Innocently enough Dakota began chatting and I didn't think i was saying anything that would allude to me tributing more. None-the-less Dakota decided that it was time to MILK me like She never has... you see i made the mistake of letting her know how submissive i was feeling and that i couldn't say no. By Thursday i had purchased over $2,600 worth of gifts. and then... she decided that we should make it an even $3,000.
By the weekend i was consumed with the thoughts of Dakota and how much i enjoyed pleasing her. It was a bit comforting however, knowing that the week was over, and that most likely tributes would be a little more leanient for the next little bit.... but somehow, today, i'm sensing that this has only poured gasoline on the fire.
more soon
Monday, November 27, 2006
Feeling it all slip away
Every ounce of my will to be a man that is. Princess Dakota has some control over me lately that is getting stronger by the day. I'm having sissy thoughts more and more and have been keeping myself completely clean shaven at all times now. Our last photoshoot was over the top with the fuck me boots and a rubber corset and new wig. I'll attach the photo at the end of the post. i know She has lots in store for me and well it's to the point to where i want what she wants to happen.
Knowing that She holds the key to ultimate pleasure drives me further. more later
Monday, November 13, 2006
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
